Jake

I felt his strong warm arms around me. They were shaped so perfectly, like they were made to hold me like this forever. I held my arms around his back and hold on tightly. I never wanted to let go. I held on to his shirt as hard as I could, so he wouldn't disappear. I laid my head against his chest. I could hear his heart beating. He pulled me closer, like he didn't wanted me to disappear either.

His body was warm, our bodies were shaped perfect against each others.

As we stood in the dark room, next to the open window, I heard a sound except from his heart. That familiar sound, a howl.
He loosened the grip he had around me.

"No!" I said and held on tighter. My hands shacked because of the grip I had round his shirt. I held as hard as I could so he wouldn't leave.

"You know I have to." He said.
"No! You don't have to do anything! Stay here with me. Please." I said and he could hear the pain come out trough my voice. He didn't understand how much I wanted him to be here. How much I wanted him to hold me forever. I never wanted him to leave. I never wanted him to say goodbye.

He shaped his hands round my face. He could se the pain in my eyes.

"I'll be right back! I promise" he said and looked deep into my eyes like he always used to. Those words didn't mean anything anymore. ‘I promise'. I'd heard it to many times before. I didn't believe him.

He wouldn't come back. And I couldn't stand one more time. He was killing me with every step he took away from me.
The sound, the howl came again. He jumped up to the window. He looked at me. He saw me stand alone and so small, so empty. This would hunt him in his dreams.
"I promise" He said.


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